Dreams

Do you know that feeling right after you woke up from a  really awesome dream involving a certain attractive male whom you've actually met in real life? You've never thought about him nor have you ever seen him somewhere since the last time you saw him a few weeks ago. You have stopped spazzing over him so his name doesn't really affect you that much. And when you dream about him, your mind just starts getting all f'ed up and you just don't know what to think or do anymore because WHAT YOU'VE DREAMT WAS FREAKING WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED ALL THIS DAMN WHILE.
And after you've woken up from that dream, you get this really empty feeling inside you because for once, you actually felt good about yourself--IN A DREAM.